Writhing world and the darkness slakes
Companions of pain and doubt constant
Stabbing pains of twisted lovesResolve that is firm, yet doubting my rhyme
Tears fall amidst the fear and loss
Ephemeral life and relative realityRestless nights full of thoughts and premonitions
A life in tatters and yet is whole
The questions pose themselves unavailed in the nightThe answers are there but they are not.
Maybe my pain speaks the answer
Maybe the voices speak trueAnswers are mine and mine alone to choose
Darkness envelops and I must chooseShall I regret the right
Shall I regret choosingAm I right
Am I wrongHow do I know
How do I chooseIn the darkness of the moment these are my solace
These are my companions
Solitary in the darkness I shall choose, and yet I am not alone
James O’Neill, September 13, 2006